i must admit, i have been really excited for the second semester to start. i made all sorts of preparations for my last first day in school. it happened today and it was memorable, to my delight. i spent it with my friends; bam, jhong, fabz, kulot, and ryan. i also mingled a bit with arjen, rhea, kristil, ka-ye, and elvira. even aris enojo got a portion of my time, unexpectedly.
i love how the day went. however, there were just two things that didn't really make me smile.
first of all, my philo 106 teacher last sem who gave me such a hard time is again my teacher for this semester in the next philosophy subject. he remembers me of course and made me the beadle for the class. he remembered the others and congratulated us in a mocking sort of way for passing his previous subject. ulk!
second on the list is how i forgot...well, neglected to take care of the matter during the break. letting that happen crushed me a little today even though i hardly cared about it when we were all away with each other.
i spent little time with my classmates today. it must have been because it's the first day and we'd only see each other in class. there were long gaps between my classes because the teachers didn't utilize the entire period for introductions. i had fun with them a little before philo class started. lost them after that. but before strategic management began, i was hanging out with them in the middle lounge of the fourth floor of the finster buliding. while we were all together, one person said something to me that triggered a few laughs. i know i took it well coz it's true but hearing it from him made me want to crawl under a rock. ^.^
i remember clearly how i reacted towards what he said. i smiled and nodded. no words said. embarrassed.
i love how the day went. however, there were just two things that didn't really make me smile.
first of all, my philo 106 teacher last sem who gave me such a hard time is again my teacher for this semester in the next philosophy subject. he remembers me of course and made me the beadle for the class. he remembered the others and congratulated us in a mocking sort of way for passing his previous subject. ulk!
second on the list is how i forgot...well, neglected to take care of the matter during the break. letting that happen crushed me a little today even though i hardly cared about it when we were all away with each other.
i spent little time with my classmates today. it must have been because it's the first day and we'd only see each other in class. there were long gaps between my classes because the teachers didn't utilize the entire period for introductions. i had fun with them a little before philo class started. lost them after that. but before strategic management began, i was hanging out with them in the middle lounge of the fourth floor of the finster buliding. while we were all together, one person said something to me that triggered a few laughs. i know i took it well coz it's true but hearing it from him made me want to crawl under a rock. ^.^
i remember clearly how i reacted towards what he said. i smiled and nodded. no words said. embarrassed.
what was said? and who said it?
"no offense ha, but you got fat." -andy
he came up with reasons for it and i just had an embarrassed smile on my face. and i nodded to everything that he said. while a few others snickered and made some comments towards what andy said. when he was done, he pinched my cheek.
i don't feel bad because he said that. i felt embarrassed for a while but it was because i really didn't work out during the break. i know i drank a lot of coca-cola and ate here and there with short gaps between each meal or snack that i took. maybe he did want to embarrass me a little because knowing how our relationship is, i shouldn't be a stranger to it and the same goes for him. haha...
now, thinking about it makes me want to laugh out loud. but there's no one with me right now and i'm scared to think of myself as a crazy girl. hehe... i just know that andy meant well with what he said. hehe... he's a good friend and i'm glad i met him. =)
he came up with reasons for it and i just had an embarrassed smile on my face. and i nodded to everything that he said. while a few others snickered and made some comments towards what andy said. when he was done, he pinched my cheek.
-shrugs-
well, that's the thing about him. he's cruelly honest but he knows how not to make me feel bad about the things that he said.i don't feel bad because he said that. i felt embarrassed for a while but it was because i really didn't work out during the break. i know i drank a lot of coca-cola and ate here and there with short gaps between each meal or snack that i took. maybe he did want to embarrass me a little because knowing how our relationship is, i shouldn't be a stranger to it and the same goes for him. haha...
now, thinking about it makes me want to laugh out loud. but there's no one with me right now and i'm scared to think of myself as a crazy girl. hehe... i just know that andy meant well with what he said. hehe... he's a good friend and i'm glad i met him. =)
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