another disappointment, another heart ache?

it's true when they say that life's not perfect. sometimes, you get caught up with planning for events to be with people, hoping some good things would happen. but the day comes and several things are taken for granted or aren't given adequate value and sometimes, you are deemed as a disappointment to those people you planned the event for. it's sad.

lin expected much from frank. but frank already has a flower and there's no breaking them up. i can live with that. i can be both your friends. but what breaks my heart is knowing that i've been passed on, again. it's not my time yet, apparently. but lin's just sad about not having the right person when others have found theirs.

rj? he's there, and then he's not there. i'd rather be alone than be with him. i guess that's the attitude of mine that keeps me single. lol. times like this makes me want to try that zipline at kaputian again. hehe... i'm not emo, i'm just having one of those days that show how envious i am of my friends who have found their partners. some of them already see themselves married to their girlfriends and boyfriends while i still haven't moved forward to step two. lol.
my time will come. i just have to wait a little longer. or...be an old maid. hehehe...