new cut

when i was younger, i always liked having long hair. maybe because my mom has always kept my hair short. So, since my freshman year in college, i've maintained a long and straight cut for my hair. i trim it from time to time but people hardly notice it. last summer, before my bro's graduation i had it cut again but to my dismay, it really wasn't what i wanted it to be. hair would keep falling to my face and i had to wear a hairband everyday and i had to tie it in a pony too.
when it grew, i took it to the parlor for straightening., very much acknowledging my waves. but just the other day, i had it cut again. extremely short. big change, they say. but i actually love it. it's low maintenance and it makes me feel cool. don't feel like a boy. haha
i got a comment that it's similar to rihanna's cut. and so, suddenly i'm the good girl gone bad. ahha... the bad girl, i can't pull off...good, yeah...yeah.. oh well, -shrugs-i love my new rihanna hair cut. haha...

take a chance on me

i really love this scene and song from Mamma Mia. it must be because i'm single and have been so for a very long time. haha!

the lyrics make me smile. it's like saying;" hey dude...i'm just here." lol.
i'm not desperate or anything of that sort. i just like the song because i can relate much with it.
"i'm a lone wolf!" they both say. and i've said that for a number of times to some people. i guess that's why. haha...also, the personality of both the characters who are involved here are the type that attracts me. lol.

another disappointment, another heart ache?

it's true when they say that life's not perfect. sometimes, you get caught up with planning for events to be with people, hoping some good things would happen. but the day comes and several things are taken for granted or aren't given adequate value and sometimes, you are deemed as a disappointment to those people you planned the event for. it's sad.

lin expected much from frank. but frank already has a flower and there's no breaking them up. i can live with that. i can be both your friends. but what breaks my heart is knowing that i've been passed on, again. it's not my time yet, apparently. but lin's just sad about not having the right person when others have found theirs.

rj? he's there, and then he's not there. i'd rather be alone than be with him. i guess that's the attitude of mine that keeps me single. lol. times like this makes me want to try that zipline at kaputian again. hehe... i'm not emo, i'm just having one of those days that show how envious i am of my friends who have found their partners. some of them already see themselves married to their girlfriends and boyfriends while i still haven't moved forward to step two. lol.
my time will come. i just have to wait a little longer. or...be an old maid. hehehe...

with ma'am weng

i'm the small version of her, they say. and at first, i found it hard to believe it but after hanging out, texting, and seeing more pictures of me and ma'am weng de jesus, i found out that they're all right. even ma'am weng agrees to it. =) hehe...

ma'am weng gives me advice on love. and she is one of the persons who's in the position to give me some, seeing that she's happily married. she says that i should share a good friendship with whoever would be my partner in the future. but other than giving me love advice, she pairs me up with her favorite student who of course is clueless about it until i break it to him. why frankenstein?? haha... well, ma'am weng sees my friendship with the guy and she thinks we're both adorable with each other. haha...frank? adorable...rofl, lin-adorable indeed! haha...

ma'am weng is a mom to all, to my class especially. i think i see it more because i'm her beadle and i do things for her and for my class. well, she's a strong woman and having people say that i'm like her is a compliment i wouldn't want to be taken away.
bleh!

the zipline

okay, it really wasn't Champ that made the whole zipline experience unforgettable. haha... 'coz fishing me out of the water is different from going through the zipline itself. haha...

i jumped, and i screamed my heart out to forget my fears, and all my troubles! and if you think that's all there is to it, think again. hitting the water refreshes you entirely. it would make you want to do it again! hehe... and i'm glad i did it again.

many thought i'd chicken out. but i didn't. boo you all! haha... classmates, and friends, there's an adventurous side of me too, you know. hehehe... and so thenext time i visit samal, i'll do this again. i really enjoyed it... duh. =)

singing together; mon and chin

ramon and randiss, singing? together? who would have thought that it was possible? i seriously didn't think it was. but as i was looking through my photos, i saw this. =) haha...

the song was "i'll be over you" by toto. and if i remember correctly, that was my getting over ramon song. and he joined me on stage when this random song came on. at that time, i didn't have anything in my head but to have fun and sing. and i did! i just found it funny though when he started to sing the chorus because the lines there perfectly described me back then. and he was singing it.

i hate to give some meaning to it but i can't help it. with everything that's going on between us now and with everybody else, could ramon really be singing from his heart?
"It takes some time
God knows how long
I know that I can forget you.
As soon as my heart stops breakin
Anticipating.
As soon as forever is through
Ill be over you."

and just when you thought that this was the highlight of the night. ramon and randiss singing one song...no, we sang two... and he took the lead in the other song.
"Ipagpatawad mo, Aah minahal kita agad..." (forgive me i loved you too fast...)
haha... i did say come what may to ramon and randiss, didn't i?? =)

ramon and randiss

if you know ramon and randiss, then you would have a smirk on your face when you see this picture and read this entry.

i'm a proud person, many know that and many have told me that. but this time, i'm going to swallow my pride and let the world know that this fella is my first great love no matter what a disaster it was or will continue to be. haha...

i still have negative thoughts about him and this pair that just can't be put together for all the right reasons. but sometimes, i just find myself defiant. Most of the time though, i'm resistant when presented with all the forces that tell me why we should be.lol...
No matter, i'm trying to be friends with him and sometimes, i do get the feeling that he wants to be friends too. come what may, i guess...for ramon and randiss... =)

island hopping with my classmates

i don't know what the game is called but i know it's a game for drunkards. haha... it's the first time i did it and it was nice. it's like one of those games in the casino when you roll a dice and if it lands on your chosen number, you win. but in this game, whatever number the dice lands on has a corresponding number on a shot glass and if you have that number, you have to drink up.
it was a fun game. i really did have a great time! =)
other than that, i tried the zipline where we also met Champ of Hale. he tried the zipline before us and we saw that it was a great dare and i dared myself to do it. i did it and it became one of the unforgettable things i've ever done! seriously, screaming my heart out was getting rid of all my troubles and then i had a great splash in the water to refresh my entirety. haha, it seems like an exaggeration but it's not and it did give me a great feeling. the first take is unforgettable and the second one takes you further. =)
i'll do that again sometime. hehe...

the mafia night

Last October 5 was when my class threw a Mafia Party. and as the person in charge for the whole event, seeing it happen in success really made me feel great. hehe...

The VIPs of the night were found at table one. VIPS because they're the ones who were really behind the whole night, running around; making sure that everything goes right.

much thanks to the following people for all the help they gave me for that night. =)

christian estepa- great hosting dude! you are the godfather! hehe

andy blodig- must you really kiss ass? joke. thanks too for your participation in the program, the seating arrangement; for the fun!

james morente- food!! it was great! good taste, man. haha...

hanna phillips- for helping me out with the sec stuff. thank you!

allan pada- i wasn't abusive of you. no i was not! hehe... but thank you for ushering, for the
names, the program in paper and a lot more. hehe...

issa roxas -for the help you've given to the logis team.

che grado- for being the little sweetie of the sec. you took my crown! joke. hehe

ramon jamora- for the music, for the program, for everything actually. haha...thanks for worrying for me. =)

joan pada- for the great work the logis team put out. much of the event wouldn't have been the way it was if it weren't for you. thanks much!

classmates- thank you for the laughter, for participating, for all the good times.

ma'am weng de jesus- ma'am weng! hehehe, thanks for the trust you've given me. i wouldn't have been able to do much of the work i've done if you weren't there to back me up.

sir godofredo eding - for attending our event even on such short notice. thank you!

the class of 4 MB is now the mafia family.
you hit one, we hit you back.
capite?

the advertising expo

i must admit, i was really disappointed with my class' advertising expo. for many reasons. and it was hurtful too with everything that we've spent on and everything that happened that day.
and on my part, day one was a little embarrassing for me because of andy just because of how he introduced me to his girlfriend. haha...i've recovered though. =) lol....

i still love advertising and i still want to have a career in that field. the whole experience is just something i'd love to forget about. or atleast, parts of it. haha, but then i would still love to thank my classmates and groupmates for their time and effort which they have contributed for the event. congratulations to the panadero team for bagging some awards. =) to my group, thank you for the smiles and the bullying that just broke the ice for many times...hahaha...
to my class, congratulations for a job well done. =)